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| B.r.a.t.. Quote | Reply | This message was updated on 11/11/2004 7:12:41 AM by B.r.a.t.. | Opinions posted on: 11/11/2004 7:12:01 AM I decided to close the paint thread. For two reason ,well more then two but two is all I am going to share. The first one is I realize people read more into something that isn't there.Don't assume You know what someone is feeling or thinking. The second one is I realized last night I was more gorean then I made out to be. I actually sat back and watched two FM debate issues and kept My mouth shut. Strange but in that particular moment it hit Me what I was. Then I sat back and thought about what it means to Me to be gorean. Was I gorean in real. I think to a certain extent I think we all have some gorean in us.I remember when My husband was alive, the man paid all the bills I didn't know what we had and didn't have. Which would sort of be like a slave would a slave know what Her Master does or doesn't do? Then there was the times He would tell Me do NOT do this or that.Depending on what it was I would listen to Him, So is that slave like?.Don't get Me wrong there was times He would piss Me off and I went and did what He told Me not to do....*chuckles*.....rebellious FW I was. Just some thoughts. Brat |
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x.Honey.x
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replied on: 11/11/2004 7:39:37 AM hugsss Brat, my feelings also. It seems like some "fun" and a break up of all the "seriousness" around us really threw things up in the air. I don't regret our fun We had, not one bit .. but if I have to pay the price, so be it, I'm woman enough to pay, or should I say ... possibly slave enough to pay? lol Anyways, I know what is inside of me, the true me ... and that I will leave as that because those who do know me, will know exactly what I am saying. Even in my times of rebellion, or just stubborness. Honey |
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PazRya
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replied on: 11/12/2004 2:51:33 PM smiles softly and hugs Brat gently nods in total and complete understanding .... tho is few who will say I dont once more is assuming on their parts smiles but was fun , winks . Rya Kargash |
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Zehava
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replied on: 11/13/2004 2:36:52 AM Everyone knows I am not the most well versed person around here...but I have to remark to a few things that Brat mentioned... Which would sort of be like a slave would a slave know what Her Master does or doesn't do? I think in all honesty...there are slaves who know exactly what the master is doing or isn't doing,is it not up to the slave to keep the HS (home) in order and running smoothly?...but there are also those who do not. Then there was the times He would tell Me do NOT do this or that.Depending on what it was I would listen to Him, So is that slave like? This could very well be a slave like attribute...or maybe just a good wife? In the recent hours and days I have seen a part of me (and so has Brat...it was She who pointed it out to me) that is very strange to Her...and upon thinking about it..it is to me as well. I was very upset about what happened in role play..I wont get into the details but I will say I was ready to fight, this in itself is not gorean per se,or is it? I am constantly learning things anew these days...both about myself and about others. For example...for a master to tell a slave what to eat and when to eat it...is that controlling or is it showing love and concern? At first thought I said without a doubt and without hesitation that it was controlling, which is definately not in my nature, but after thinking about it some...I can now see that ,while I still think it is controlling to a degree, it is both controlling "and" the showing of love and concern. I have many things running through my head most of the time (as Brat can testify to) and it is hard for me to put them all into words. I hope this is in context to the thread here and that I was not just "vague and confusing". ~snickers~ |
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replied on: 11/13/2004 12:51:55 PM Z, I am not roleplaying any longer however I am hoping maybe I can help you some by responding to your post here... Yes most slaves were very well aware what was going on around them, however it was the free woman that actually managed and kept the homes running, the slave obeyed and did the menial tasks. Your comment about it being a good wife, tradtion shows the wife role was defined more along the lines of what would be called a submissive role. The husband commanded, the wife obeyed. Fighting for brat is indeed a Gorean trait, a man fights for what he desires most. I know personally anyone ever tried to take skoshee from me I would have done no less myself. I may have gotten killed in the process (being I was never trained fully in the art of T5 as a scribe had better things to do than lift a sword.) However I would have found the means to seek to regain what was mine none the less. However for me my relationship with skoshee has always been respected as everyone is fully aware we live together and the roles go beyond the screen, so maybe that makes a greater difference as well. Maybe now many of the things I have told you in the past are starting to make sense. A man controls his property yes, but control is often a part of caring as well. Your example of feeding the girl for example, if the man did not care enough her diet wouldn't matter to him. However if he loved her he would take charge of all things she needed and if he had to use tough love to get her to do what was right for her he would do so. (Can ask skoshee on this one as I have had to do so with her many times.) I will be in chat this evening after work if your around to talk Z, I may not have the answers you seek but I will do my best to help you sort out your thoughts in regards to what has happened. |
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B.r.a.t..
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replied on: 11/13/2004 5:33:36 PM Z man for months You told Me You couldn't role play but after talking with You this morning You came up with some great role playing plans........I for one am very proud of You.I knew deep inside You could do it.....*smiles* |
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Zehava
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replied on: 11/14/2004 4:50:06 PM Brat...having role play plans and implementing them are two different things..however I would do my best to carry out either of the plans I suggested. Whether I could do it and survive is still yet to be determined though. |
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B.r.a.t..
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replied on: 11/15/2004 6:43:38 AM ~shrugs~ |
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Zehava
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replied on: 11/15/2004 9:05:47 AM with the recent developments....we'll see what happens. I Love You Baby Z |
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