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This message was updated on 7/3/2007 1:19:51 PM by zilchonymous



Strength to Benefit the World
posted on: 7/1/2007 9:48:30 AM

Greetings!



Posting here since most of You should grasp it easier, having realized the futility of self-pride and indignation, than it is to openly express. Being relatively anonymous, Please deem it self-praise less likely! One can assume regardless of perceived plausibility.


Recently hit this article and realized, like most of You, I've always had similar attributes.

Instead of adequate attention, I was
  • taken advantage of in kindergarten, forgiving all
  • beaten and reviled daily at school ~7 years
  • constantly disparaged by my father
    leading to
  • obsessive compulsive disorder
  • deep depressiveness
  • tiredness regardless of rest
    each intensifying others.

    ~2 years before college-age, I discovered one may attend university lectures( good to ask professors, real interest gladdens ). There I'd feel mixture of bliss, yearning and sadness knowing much has been lost. Earlier, I could have attended often. For now, travelling the distance abrogates capacity gathered so.
    Been trying to publish scientific papers, having things thought out for years, hindered from writing efficiently.
    Trying to affirm myself when judging objectively.

    More Information


    Doctors and medicines don't change much, what really has, is chance to discuss deeper with a teacher( encountered many uninterested in their subject ) or teach for the former. ...would feel energized and able for hours.

    Thus, what could help is someway providing the missing posteriorly.
    ...like adequate schooling consisting of creative, deep and broad discussions without limits on complexity. Repetition, writing, exercise, review nor bothering instructors with the routinely taught oneself may find out is necessary to master a concept. Can do all day long, no fatigue from thinking. Interested in all that admits creative thought, having self-taught most.
    For mentors, it means personal interest and no chores( checking , grading , lesson preparation , keeping discipline ). Can help with theories and teaching to vacate time.
    Certification nor officialism is foremost as no material benefits are sought. Able to self-educate ( but esoteric knowledge to discuss exists ), it'd be mostly to heal to be able to benefit the world as much as possible.

    What can be done?


    Never disclosed, complex to seek aid concerning moral dilemmas and chances of misinterpretation. Fun or negative remarks can be made and don't have to be meant, can remove the post if requested. Won't wish vile.
    Learned English later, I apologize for imperfections. Feel free to suggest ways to improve, always glad to learn.



    Wish everyone the best there could ever be!

    zilchonymous

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