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shaybeck Quote | Reply | | Another Episode!!! posted on: 1/4/2006 9:01:41 AM Had another episode of "ASP" Last night. This one was different than any other that I have had that I can remember. Usually I'm trying to bring myself out of it so I'm kind of in a hurry to stop what is happening. This time it was just a different situation all together. I've read a lot about "ASP" and some of the findings are bizarre and some are believable. You don't know when it will occur and you have only a small degree of control until it's over. That is only learned after having it for a long time. I can control my dreams at times to some degree after experiencing "ASP" what I mean by this is that after the "Episode" as I like to call them. I lay back down and try to go back to sleep "which isn't easy" when I do dream I am sometimes able to control the outcome. Last night was a bizarre "ASP" and had me pretty shook up for a couple of hours. I was laying in bed watching "High Plains Drifter" with my husband and we decided to call it a night. Right as he turned the tv off it started. What I mean is that I got a sensation almost like a tickle going down my body. My chest started to feel heavy and my heart beat eccelerated. I know this because I was lying on my left side with my head lying on my arm "You can hear your heart beat that way" anyways I sleep on the left side of the bed and was not facing my husband at the time. The next thing I know I can feel something pulling me onto my back, I'm able to turn my head to the left and look at my husband. On his arm right arm was some kind of cursive writing. I couldn't make out what it was but tried to reach my left hand out to his arm. The next thing I could see over his should was our curtains they weren't my usual curtains they were white with the same writing on them. Then all the sudden I see something black "I always like to refer to them as the ironing board people"LOL because you can't make out their faces just the outline shape of them, and it's the shape of an ironing board in the dark if your looking at it. well whatever it is, is right above me and for some reason I start to see a face. I don't know this persons face have never met this person and the only thing at that point I can sense is that they're going to try to hurt me. I can't turn my head to tell my husband how my head got turned away from him I can't explain. We had set up a system that if I had "an episode" I'm able to more or less put my teeth together and blow air out through them really quick but only once because I never have the strength after that, and usually my episodes are right after we call it a night so he is usually still awake. So out of desperation I do the same thing blow out air through my teeth hoping my husband will hear me. The "whatever it is just disappears and I'm just left with black cursive writing on the ceiling. I bolt upright in bed and yell to my husband "Dammit, am I awake" and he said yeah what the hell were you doing I told him I had another episode and he said he could tell because my whole body was covered with sweat and I was gasping for air with my eyes open he was ready to call an ambulance. Said he was yelling my name but I didn't respond. The reason I say that this episode was different is because I've never recalled seeing any kind of face before.....also the writing??? I wish I could have made out what it said and usually I can hear my husband yelling. I really think these "episodes" are escalating to a point that I'm not leaning toward the scientific approach that I was searching for. I'm starting to think logically that it is paranormal and that it's getting more out of control..... I know some of you are sitting here reading this thinking this girl is nuts but I've always tried to find the logical explanation for this and it's getting to the point where I'm just fed up with it...There has to be another explanation for it and I want to find out what it is...... |
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metallica666
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/4/2006 9:24:37 AM damn, that's pretty freaky, it's probably less of a sleeping disorder and more along the lines of something paranormal. |
throughalookingglass
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/4/2006 2:43:03 PM As you probably know from reading past posts, I doubt that all ASP is non-paranormal. describe the writting in any way that you can. Was it tight or free, which way did it lean towards, was it sharp or loopy? Did the writting seem to repeat the same thing over and over again, or telling a story? Was the writting in sentences, did it contain punctuation? Was it only on your husband's arm, the curtains, and the ceiling, or was it over every surface? Was it like the Matrix (LOL)? Also describe the face. It sounds like it was a human face, but only you know. Do the episodes happen at the same time or only on certain days? Are you taking any new medication? Any weird smells in the air that smell chemical (solvents, tars, plastics, etc.)? Has your husband experienced anything besides you having an episode? Have you asked the little girl what is going on? |
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shaybeck
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/5/2006 2:43:05 AM Actually the writing leaned toward the left. When you say loopy you mean were the "L's" "Y's" etc,. bigger the answer is yes. It wasn't in paragraph form I couldn't make out what it said it was more like: Example: skdolgj skieyojlj skjeluyy "For some reason when I post this it puts all the letters in a sentance form.... The first group of letters is to the left and then a couple spaces then the second group and then the last group is below in the middle" That kind of pattern the letters are wrong I just used them for an example. There really was no pattern to them. no punctuation that I could make out. Not in sentance form that I can remember. Couldn't turn my head to see if it was all over the room but just remember it being on my husbands arm, the curtain, and the ceiling but just right above me. The face was human in color only grayish and it was distorted like the nose, mouth, and eyes. Not the structure of the face. There is no set pattern to these episodes. They are random really but I do experience ASP a couple times a month.. No medications at all except for the occasional tylenol for a headache. No wierd smells in the air. Actually I live in a country setting. Husband hasn't experienced anything other than not getting a good nights sleep. He has a problem staying asleep, and usually wakes up tired... You know the little girl appears at different times and there is no pattern to her either... As far as asking her anything she is here and gone before I can. I also have tried to say things to her but she doesn't respond it's like she is on a track of her own and isn't even aware of us, if you get my meaning. She is a fast mover. My daughters see her more now than I do. My oldest just mentioned her night before last. Said she had seen her and all I could say was "Oh yeah" and that was about it. I don't think that she is related to the episodes I'm having because I feel that I would know..also I write in a journal every time I see her and also when I have espisodes they aren't connected... |
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Elisha_Proctor
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/5/2006 8:22:55 AM Wow that is interesting. I've been one who always thought that some ASP is normal and some isn't. What you describe isn't normal. I think something is trying to contact you. I would try to meditate and remember what the writting is. I would even go into hypnosis for it. I would also get a sketch artist you help get the face onto paper. |
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shaybeck
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/5/2006 8:50:18 AM You know what!!! That's a great idea!!! My husband is an artist!! never thought of that...Thanks so much... Also hypnosis I'm not sure if I believe in it??? sorry, but I'd be willing to give it a try. I keep trying to remember the writing... it's really wierd how I'm racking my brain trying to remember it... It's got me stumped... I can remember the slant of the words and that it was all white behind it... Thing is my curtains are "Burgundy" in my bedroom. Also I've even tried to sit with a piece of paper and try to remember how it was written... I'm just hoping that it happens again so that I can pay more attention to the writing and less to the "whatever it was" it might be something that I'm supposed to know... I don't know guys it was just really wierd...Not scared just pissed that I can't remember. |
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Elisha_Proctor
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/5/2006 4:13:30 PM Hypnosis is a strange thing. You just have to make sure that the psycharatrist doesn't suggest anything. My buddy in the intelligence industry for the Army said that loopy letters are more of a feminine trait, and if it is slanted to the left then the person is most likely left handed. Since it is on white paper, it might be a suicide note. Most people that attempt suicide regret it afterwards. I believe that most people that do also regret it. It might be a suicide note that is written. There is a technique of meditation, just try to remember what happened before. Like what you where thinking about and focus on that. The key is to keep your mind from wandering. I hope it works. |
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throughalookingglass
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/6/2006 9:26:34 AM sometimes to calm my mind I focus on a candle flame that I imagin. |
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shaybeck
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/6/2006 12:34:04 PM Ok this is going to sound strange but my husband & I were watching a program on the History channel about "The Shroud Of Turin" While watching it I was cooking Chili and happened to be listening at the same time....Anyways when I looked at the TV the writing of "Aramac" (Spelling is wrong), reminded me of the writing that I seen??? Arabic writing resembles what I saw??? What the hell does that mean?? I was watching "High Plains Drifter" A western when this happened so why did I see that kind of writing??? I have no idea anybody got a clue??? It's not exactly the same but I told my husband... that's the kind of writing I saw only it wasn't as tight it was more loopy???? |
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Elisha_Proctor
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/6/2006 4:22:05 PM More loopy and not a tight, sounds more like Sanskrit than Arimaic. |
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wtyger
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/7/2006 11:20:57 AM I'm sorry i never wrote sooner and now I understand why you were so interested now kinda freaky,huh.The writing you describe sounds like Sanscript or sigils(Angelic script or from the Lesser key of solomon) check them out and see if that helps.When this happens calm yourself and will yourself awake and you will be.Notice everything that way you can decipher later.If that doesn't work ask God for help and he will send it. |
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/7/2006 1:03:53 PM ive awoken to seeing strange wirting too on several occasions i dont think its paranormal itself , just a side-effect of a paranormal disturbance. |
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shaybeck
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/9/2006 2:45:06 AM Problem was I wasn't asleep yet...I'll look up that writing and see if it's similar... |
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fratka
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/9/2006 4:14:52 AM Shay, You may have already told me this or mentioned it in another thread but, do you keep a journal of all this and write it down right after it happens? You know, to preserve the memory. |
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shaybeck
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Another Episode!!!
replied on: 1/9/2006 8:45:01 AM Yes I've kept a journal of this for as long as I could write about it....I've documented every episode that I've had... 1.) I write the time, date, etc,. 2.) Write down things that I've seen while this happens 3.) Also document on a scale of 1-10 as far as severity. 4.) Also I always check the clock "I know this sounds wierd" but I check it as I'm relaxing and usually stare at it until this starts to happen...It's usually over in a appoixmately 3-5 minutes. I always look at the clock upon coming out of it also.... Thing is I don't see a clock at all while this is going on???? Some of the things I wrote were done at right as I come out of it so they look like chicken scratch but I usually write it down as soon as I come out of it so that It's still fresh in my mind... Also keep a journal on paranormal activity that I've seen or experienced...Why do you ask? |
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±Methyus±
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replied on: 1/9/2006 10:00:20 AM I think she said she does. It's looking like she may be allowing the SHGHRS to come in and do a study, which is very cool of her! There are a few specific details I planned on suggesting for her to add to her logs when I phone her.... Shay, Here are a few things that come to mind: General 1) Keep a daily log of everything you eat and drink throughout the day and the times that you eat. 2) Keep a daily log of all weather, moon and solar data. 3) Keep a daily log of how you feel throughout each day and night, as in energized, tired, lethargic (excessively tired), sick, healthy and vivrant, shakey, nervous, relaxed, sad, depressed, happy, etc and try to include the times of the day/night with the associated feelings. 4) Log any out of the ordinary events that were stressful, saddening, uplifting or that may have happened throughout the day. Also, include anything out of the ordinary that you couldn't get off your mind all day. 5) Keep a daily log of the exact time you go to bed at night and the exact time you wake up in the morning. 6) Keep a daily log of what you watched on television. Did you fall asleep with the TV/radio on? Sleep Paralysis Episode Related 1) Have your husband help you log every possible detail about the episode when he witnesses it. Here are a few details that come to mind: * The exact time he noticed you starting to have the episode. * The exact time it ended. * Were your eyes open/closed during the episode? Are they ALWAYS open/closed every time you have an episode? * Keep a camera, audio recorder, camcorder (whatever you have) close by him every night and have him start taking pictures, recording audio, video, etc during your episode. I recommend investing in a digital audio recorder that is capable of recording your entire nights sleep and recording every night. If you don't have any episodes you wouldn't have to review all of it unless you wanted to, but when you have an episode you would have it on audio. * Have him take pictures of your exposed skin immediately following the episode, paying special attention to any areas where you may have felt pressure from being held down. For instance; Your neck, shoulders, arms, wrists, chest, legs, etc. When reviewing the photos look for any indications that pressure had been applied to those areas (indents, redness, whiteness, etc). * Anything else that he feels may be pertainant to the episode. 2) After the episode write down every possible detail you can remember about the episode, including how you felt during and after the episode. Be as descriptive as possible. 3) Immediately after the episode, get online and record the actual weather and solar data (Geomagnetic Field and Solar Flux). Those are the main things I can think of at the moment. By all means, log whatever else you can log. I am also interested in the little girl ghostie you have mentioned, as well as any other possible paranormal activity in your home. I will customize a seperate set of details for you to log about any other possible paranormal activity. We also have a standard interview form I will be sending you to fill out, after which we will customize a follow up interview form, based on the details given on the first interview form. I think a large part of this study is going to be dependant on a lot of collaborated pre-investigating efforts on both of our parts and trying to pinpoint any possible patterns, etc. My appologies for taking so long to contact you by phone. I've been extremely busy and we are slammed with out of state shows for the next 2 weeks. However, the monthly SHGHRS meeting is next Sunday and you are going to be our main focus. Don't you feel special? >8>  Yours in Strange Happenings, Aedryan |
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