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I'm getting really tired of this!!!!
replied on: 2/3/2006 10:04:07 PM Ok guys it's 3:34 in the morning and I'm sitting her writing to all of you because I can't and "WON'T" lay back down.... I've never sat at the computer after an "ASP" episode but hey here I am..... I feel totally drained at the moment and I'm just really tired of this happening... I have no answers to why I have to go through this all the time and thought that by coming onto this site that I could find some answers...??? Nope not happening... Maybe there are no answers really....that's what I'm starting to believe... I will say that this was one of the strongest episodes I've ever encountered and if I can post a couple pics of my forearms I will do so... I have some really deep red marks on my forearms...??? Actually Meth I'll send you the pics and you can post them...If you feel that they are worth seeing... I will tell you that I went to sleep at around 2:30 a.m. and something was holding me down around 2:50 a.m. It was dark in the room but I could feel pressure on my forearms like I've never experienced before... Actually it felt like my arms were being pushed with such a force that I felt like they were going to break..."No joke here" I won't go into detail about the episode unless Meth wants me too... It was that bizarre...I have been keeping a log and this is his site so I'll let him decide what's appropriate...????When I pulled myself out of it and sat up I felt a stinging sensation on my forearms so I got up and went into the bathroom.... there are red marks on my forearms.....So someone explain where they came from???? They look like finger marks like someone was squeezing my arms... I need some help guys...I've had episodes before but never had any marks.... Let me know what you think..... I'm not panicking just need your input... actually feel really drained and tired at the moment...... I've had enough guys/girls I need some answers.... One thing is for sure....Shaybeck will probably be awake for the rest of the day....It really freaked me out.... |
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