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Message: Emoticon Listing HTML Help	[quote]Hihi^^ Emm first of all I'll do a disclaimer as you all know that DI belongs to none other than Xandra-san and well, I just have the sudeen urge to write this up. Of course t's not as good as Xandra's but I was just curious of the missing P.O.V of Damian and wanted to write his feelings before he decides to suicide when 'sensei' died.So here we go... He’s dead. HE’S REALLY DEAD. no. NO! This can’t be true! I won’t believe it! I won’t believe it… I won’t! As I got up to pound my hands on the wall, crimson tears leak in my eyes again and I though it wouldn’t shed no more but it’s my blood; IT would and only stop until my blood runs dry. I truly love him! I did and still do. He held me so tightly when he noticed the ceiling roof of the train fell on us. I was on top of him yet he manages to hide me under of him and protected me. Why are you so cruel, Lord?! No.You didn’t even save me when I was forced against my will. Why me?! WHY?! Can’t I even just have someone I could treasure and tell him how much I love him when I had a chance to for once in my life and be told back?! NO. I can’t, can I? I believed in you, god! Evne if I was a demon in the past or not. I believed and I just want to live my life. I want to learn things I’ve never learn, seen, felt the things I had but only heard of. I may have a cruel past, fate and destiny but just once! Can’t you be merciful and let him stay by my side? It’s not the matter of want anymore. It’s the matter of need. Isn’t this world supposed to be made of love, truth and faith? Then, I’ll say BULLSHIT! Aren’t I and the others fighting your battle, lord? Even it may not seem to be. Can’t ‘you’ see that we’re not as evil as we look? Julian actually made a fit of knowing his true past and self and he ATLEAST have a guardian angel, who is alive, innocent, beautiful, kind and not to mention supportive by his side. How ‘bout me, lord? How ‘bout me?! For the first time in my four years, I was not forced, insulted, disgusted, judged and hated but loved, respected, cared and actually manage to a have a fight that never involved in any kind of disgusted threat and endings like all my fights were met. I felt real concern and every time I fight with him to sleep with me or not, he’ll just hold me always. Even if it’s him I’m mad at but he’ll just hold me and stay silent and lay his round chin on my head while I cry on him and his laugh… Oh god, was the most marvelous waves of sound I’ve heard. Better than Jules too. Lord, can you hear my prayers? Maybe you’re closing an ear on me again, huh? Always did. So you know what?! He’s better, lovelier, stronger, and kinder more than you’ll ever be! I wish to see him, feel his hold and warm rising chest again, I need him. I miss him. I love him. Then, I should… No. I must go to him. hihi. So how was it? Xandra-san, you're not mad are you? I hope u are not. This is just a nonsence writting and just sharing an opinion. Ooo can you atleast once write a pov on damian? Thank you. Well, hehe the readers and die-heart fans of DI, if u can tell me of what u think of it and maybe hehe what u also think that maybe rounding in Damians head. I'm really curious on Damians characteristic. and please comment on my short fanfic DI Damian POV. appreciated^^ thank u all especially Xandra-san![/quote]
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Damian: I must go to him...
replied on: 9/30/2005 12:44:33 PM

Hihi^^ Emm first of all I'll do a disclaimer as you all know that DI belongs to none other than Xandra-san and well, I just have the sudeen urge to write this up. Of course t's not as good as Xandra's but I was just curious of the missing P.O.V of Damian and wanted to write his feelings before he decides to suicide when 'sensei' died.So here we go...

He’s dead. HE’S REALLY DEAD. no. NO! This can’t be true! I won’t believe it! I won’t believe it… I won’t! As I got up to pound my hands on the wall, crimson tears leak in my eyes again and I though it wouldn’t shed no more but it’s my blood; IT would and only stop until my blood runs dry. I truly love him! I did and still do. He held me so tightly when he noticed the ceiling roof of the train fell on us. I was on top of him yet he manages to hide me under of him and protected me. Why are you so cruel, Lord?! No.You didn’t even save me when I was forced against my will. Why me?! WHY?! Can’t I even just have someone I could treasure and tell him how much I love him when I had a chance to for once in my life and be told back?! NO. I can’t, can I? I believed in you, god! Evne if I was a demon in the past or not. I believed and I just want to live my life. I want to learn things I’ve never learn, seen, felt the things I had but only heard of. I may have a cruel past, fate and destiny but just once! Can’t you be merciful and let him stay by my side? It’s not the matter of want anymore. It’s the matter of need. Isn’t this world supposed to be made of love, truth and faith? Then, I’ll say BULLSHIT! Aren’t I and the others fighting your battle, lord? Even it may not seem to be. Can’t ‘you’ see that we’re not as evil as we look? Julian actually made a fit of knowing his true past and self and he ATLEAST have a guardian angel, who is alive, innocent, beautiful, kind and not to mention supportive by his side. How ‘bout me, lord? How ‘bout me?! For the first time in my four years, I was not forced, insulted, disgusted, judged and hated but loved, respected, cared and actually manage to a have a fight that never involved in any kind of disgusted threat and endings like all my fights were met. I felt real concern and every time I fight with him to sleep with me or not, he’ll just hold me always. Even if it’s him I’m mad at but he’ll just hold me and stay silent and lay his round chin on my head while I cry on him and his laugh… Oh god, was the most marvelous waves of sound I’ve heard. Better than Jules too. Lord, can you hear my prayers? Maybe you’re closing an ear on me again, huh? Always did. So you know what?! He’s better, lovelier, stronger, and kinder more than you’ll ever be! I wish to see him, feel his hold and warm rising chest again, I need him. I miss him. I love him. Then, I should… No. I must go to him.

hihi. So how was it? Xandra-san, you're not mad are you? I hope u are not. This is just a nonsence writting and just sharing an opinion. Ooo can you atleast once write a pov on damian? Thank you. Well, hehe the readers and die-heart fans of DI, if u can tell me of what u think of it and maybe hehe what u also think that maybe rounding in Damians head. I'm really curious on Damians characteristic. and please comment on my short fanfic DI Damian POV. appreciated^^ thank u all especially Xandra-san!

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